Tomorrow marks my 2-year anniversary of my Hire date for Hard Rock Cafe.

It's been a crazy couple of years. This morning I sent off a revision to our training packet and am getting great feedback. School semester is over (Got an A in National Government with an A in Development Psych on the way). Hung out with Dave (Drummer from the 13th Floor - Location Winner of Hard Rock Rising Hollywood FL). He's pretty awesome... it's probably a trick. haha.

Things are going really great for me right now. I've decided to just pretend like that's normal and not try to self-sabotage as usual. Most of the time I don't believe in the good til it's in writing. So maybe this can count as writing it.

I'm still waiting on the manager info and my future, whether It'll happen, whether I'll stay or Go. Seems crazy to think how much your life can change in a few moments.

"There is still a possibility to all those things unveiled to you to really happen" - The Leo King

Yesterday, I went to a "message" circle at Crystal Vision. Samuel gave me the word "hardworker" ... which obviously resonates with my current possibility for promotion.
He reminded me to not feel guilty about success and that sometimes being clever and smart will put you ahead of the race. Very cool message.

I used to never walk out of the house without eyeliner on. I've been self-conscious off my body for as long as I can remember, unless I drank on through to the other side.

Today, I'll be leaving for work with no makeup on (and I haven't worn any in days) and my work shirt is tucked in. I feel like I've grown up so much in such small ways.

Happy about what I'm seeing in the mirror and that's awesome.

So I've been in the process of trying to become a manager at the Hard Rock. You know me when they say things can't be done...

So. I started supervising at the beginning of this month, it is now the 17th. I've had 3 supervisor shifts and taken the Batrus assessment and received a pretty good return.

Scott is supposed to sit down with Tony (DO of the Region) and see where to go from here. Randy will begin mentoring me this month and start the process of my Manager in Orientation training.

I'm not sure what the future holds, but i'm dauntless.

March 2014 Wisdom

These past few weeks have been crazy. So many changes, new beginnings, severe endings... The biggest thing I've learned is that as long as you're authentic and true to yourself you will be able to always look in the mirror and like what you see. Happy March, Bunnies.

You already have all the tools you need to accomplish what you desire. Just go for it.

There are several kinds of love. One is a selfish, mean, grasping, egotistical thing which uses love for self-importance. This is the ugly and crippling kind. The other is an outpouring of everything good in you — of kindness and consideration and respect — not only the social respect of manners but the greater respect which is recognition of another person as unique and valuable. The first kind can make you sick and small and weak but the second can release in you strength, and courage and goodness and even wisdom you didn’t know you had.

“ Life is a short day; but it is a working day. Activity may lead to evil, but inactivity cannot lead to good." — Hannah More

“ The only things that evolve by themselves in an organization are disorder, friction and malperformance. ”
— Peter Drucker

I got sick in March and it took me out for a while. I've made a conscious effort to not have that happen again. Been eating a lot healthier and trying to stay hydrated.     

Red Cow - Fort Lauderdale, FL

“ Truth is a gem that is found at a great depth; whilst on the surface of the world all things are weighed by the false scale of custom. ”
— Lord Byron