I don't know how I got sick... I mean,  I could guess.
But yeah, I've been fighting an cold since yesterday and pretty well actually.
I pretty much am refusing this thing to get to me.

I had to take my first Astronomy test yesterday. I think I did decent.
Again, as long as I don't fail I guess that's all that matters.

I'm facilitating Live * Learn * Rock today.
Not sure if it was achieved by Manifestation or Annoyance, but I'll take either. haha.
The big focus is that it's happening. Sick or not.
I'm gonna try to knock it out of the park so that I can be Lorraine's understudy for Orientations and any other kind of Training mods.

This weekend was exhausting but lucrative.
Starting to see a bit of light at the end of the tunnel.

I'm helping Lorraine facilitate Wednesday's Live - Learn - Rock Training so I'm super excited about that.

Tomorrow I have my first test for AST1003. It's so nerve-wracking just because of the fact that I have that looming FAU "F" on my transcript reminding me it's not as easy as I think sometimes. Either way I've enjoyed this term much more so no matter what it'll be a better grade.

I should also get my Oracle of the Mermaids cards and Sam's dragonfae cards tomorrow! :)

This is week is awesome already and it's only Monday :)

Today was a really emotional day.

I found myself really missing my Grandma.
I quickly unpacked some of my memo and found her perfume and sprayed it in my room.
Sometimes I forget how much emotion I've bolted down these past years.
It's okay that I miss her, she was fucking awesome.

I went out into the Everglades today.
Nothing can make you feel smaller than being among all those stars and bugs.
Most of us wouldn't last a night out there.
There wasn't a meteor shower as expected, shocker NASA made a mistake.

In bed, exhausted I'm back to reminiscing.
I used to love when my Grandpa would pick me up from pre-school.
Back in that time there was this old school Italian bakery and we'd always stop there and we'd get me a cookie and he'd chat with the owner. I always got the same cookie with the chocolate and sprinkles and the cream in the middle. Eventually I grew up and that shop closed.
In my middle school days and going into high school we'd stop at 7-Eleven or Dunkin before I got to school. My dunkin' norm was apple juice and a chocolate chip cookie. 7-Eleven I'd just get whatever snacks I wanted. If we didnt have time he'd give me money and I'd get something in the school cafeteria. Either way it was kind of one of the most consistent things in my life that I didn't realize until now.
I think it's why I love breakfast.

I love you Poppy & Nanny and miss you both, every day. so much. 

Been looking into Malaysia a lot today.
Didn't realize what the real region looked like, it's pretty impressive the amount of area they covered.
Indonesia and Singapore in relation are interesting.
Really hoping to end up on that side of the world by the end of this year.

There is a Hard Rock Cafe opening in Kota Kinabalu in December.
I'm going to try to focus my energy on that opening and being a part of it.
It'd be a great way to see the infamous waterfront.

Fingers crossed.

In the meantime I'm going to hopefully moderate the next Live. Learn. Rock.
Continue training.
Continue doing my best and trying not to step on any toes.

My AA should be finished by this Summer. Im doing everything I can to make sure because I really did skip the potential Anchorage and Cambodia openings to finish what I started. 

“ Advice is what we ask for when we already know the answer but wish we didn't. ”
— Erica Jong