Today was a really emotional day.

I found myself really missing my Grandma.
I quickly unpacked some of my memo and found her perfume and sprayed it in my room.
Sometimes I forget how much emotion I've bolted down these past years.
It's okay that I miss her, she was fucking awesome.

I went out into the Everglades today.
Nothing can make you feel smaller than being among all those stars and bugs.
Most of us wouldn't last a night out there.
There wasn't a meteor shower as expected, shocker NASA made a mistake.

In bed, exhausted I'm back to reminiscing.
I used to love when my Grandpa would pick me up from pre-school.
Back in that time there was this old school Italian bakery and we'd always stop there and we'd get me a cookie and he'd chat with the owner. I always got the same cookie with the chocolate and sprinkles and the cream in the middle. Eventually I grew up and that shop closed.
In my middle school days and going into high school we'd stop at 7-Eleven or Dunkin before I got to school. My dunkin' norm was apple juice and a chocolate chip cookie. 7-Eleven I'd just get whatever snacks I wanted. If we didnt have time he'd give me money and I'd get something in the school cafeteria. Either way it was kind of one of the most consistent things in my life that I didn't realize until now.
I think it's why I love breakfast.

I love you Poppy & Nanny and miss you both, every day. so much.