Tonight was a Supermoon in Aquarius.

During my meditation I received a message that my grandparents wouldn't have wanted me to miss them so much to the point of blocking myself off from feeling love or new experiences.

They would want me to be happy.

It really resonated with me to the point of tears and I do sometimes stop myself from opening up because I don't constantly want to relive that loss. But not allowing love only increases the pain.

It really was something so easy to hear but I didn't really understand until lately.